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2005-03-31 [Phoenix Ashes]: *starts kissing your neck*

2005-03-31 [wolfdreamer]: *kisses you back*

2005-03-31 [Phoenix Ashes]: *bounces around* hehehe

2005-03-31 [wolfdreamer]: lol....love you hun

2005-03-31 [Shooting Star Shadow]: wolfy are you ok-walks over to the wall and stares at the wall while crying-

2005-04-01 [Broken Sunshine]: hi guys! what's up? mel's doing my hair while i'm on the puter *sigh*

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey there lillian so when is the last time you heard from pirate?

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: yeah i'm ok now thanks joshy...did you call pirate?

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nope never had the chance to that day that i was going to do it my mom's b/f came home and said that i couldn't use the phone becuz he wanted on to do absolutely nothing but stop me from calling

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: oh that sucks.....why does he do that?

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: becuz he is a stupid piece of crap, but wolfy have you heard from her at all since she left?

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: no but that is ok, don't worry she is fine and she will be back home tomorrow.

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: sweet i can't wait i miss her so freaking bad -walks over to the wall and begins to cry-

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: ohh don't cry...i know it's not much but i'm here

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: it's plenty wofly im crying becuz i wish i could be with her right now becuz nothing is going right here lately.

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: hi everybody *waves*

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: i know exactly what you mean joshy

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: hi hun......love you

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah but right now i wish i could just disappear and not come back.

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: i'm sorry, well if you should ever come to germany....tell me ok

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i want to i love germany, ever since i found out that my ancesters came from germany i feel in love with it

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: well always some space at my place....so you're very welcome here

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but i don't think chris would be to happy with that...i just need to leave this planet forever than everything would be fine

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: yeah, but he knows he doesn't has to worry and in one year i will be in the states and one room will be free

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: why do you want to come here though steffi there is nothing here but a run down good for nothing piece of crap country that use to be a great place until it got ran into the mud with all the presidents that don't have a clue what was going on.

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: it's my home joshy....thats where i'm happy and where i have a future and the only place mine and chris' dream can come true

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i dunno about that one steffi i mean i been here my whole life and all it's done if kill my dreams and my hopes, i use to be happy here but thats not possible any more

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: i have family over there and i wanna be with them and with my friends too.....i know how to fulfill my dream also. this is the only place i was ever happy at and i know i will be

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: well i hope you have fun with everything over here and in about 2 or 3 years from now make sure your not around any major cities or and military spots but im going to leave for awhile so i bid you a farewell -bows and then disappears in a cloud of smoke leaving a note and 3 roses-

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: ahm ok i hope we are able to talk some more tonight *hug*

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: the note says this for those who care: these roses are for lillian,steffi, and pirate lillian becuz i didn't want to leave her out, steffi for being there for me when i needed it the most, and for the most beaitful gilr in the world pirate i want you to know that i love you and i will always love you:

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: you're very welcome joshy...always here

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i wish pirate was here

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: hi there prince how you doing???

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: sorry she will be back soon ok

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey there phoenix, im ok i guess -walks over to a corner and makes a rose appear ad just sits there and looks at how beaituful the rose is-

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: the rose is a thing of beauty prince and remember life is too

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah a rose is said to represent everything beautiful in life but there are times a rose doesn't survive the power of nature but it always comes back from everything horrible

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: i know it was rude of me to do so but i read your convo with wolfy, i dont fully understand whats happened to you but is it wise to throw the towel in already???

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: its fine im just gonna wait for my friend to get on and we are going to talk about whats going. but im going back to figuring out where my life went a stray

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: yea i did about 6 months ago and man did i scare people, so if you wanna chat man im here

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i know but i must go -bows and disappears in a cloud of smoke leaving sapphire roses-

2005-04-01 [Phoenix Ashes]: cool the sapphire rose, picks it up and stares at it

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: ohh can i see too?

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: sure you can see it if you want to -walks out from the shadows- hey there im back so did anyone miss me

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: yap i missed you lots

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: really or we just saying that, -waves my hand a rose for the lady-

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: for real....man i'm not lying.....you're a good friend of mine

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: cool so how is everyone today, so does anyone know what time she'll be home tomorrow

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: i'm good....i have no idea

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: dang i wish i knew -walks over to the corner and begins to cry-

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: just call her

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i wish i could but he's home today so naturally i can't use the phone when my friend called earlier he wouldn't stop bitching about me being on it

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: oh man that guy sucks

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: he is a first class asshole but i only have to put up with him for a little longer

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: that's good....three months right?

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nope we are down to only having two months before school is out and i am gone

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: oh wow...time is running

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i just gotta figure out where im going to go

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: i thought you're going to a friend

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i was planning on going to my best friends g/f house but if we can't stop fighting then i dunno

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: well i hope everything works out.....i gotta go now....night *hug*

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: nights ttyl -hugs- -pulls a rose out of no where- here you go steffi

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: thanks....*blushes*

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe no problem im sorry to do this chris but i must -walks over to steffi and gives her a kiss on the cheek- thank you for everything

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: hehe no problem :)

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehehe -now you will have to excuse me but i off -runs towards the window and leaps out falls and lands on my feet on the sidewalk below and walks off-

2005-04-01 [wolfdreamer]: ok see ya tomorrow

2005-04-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: sure thing byes

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: This is for pirate if i don't get a chance on here tomorrow: You are as sweet as a rose and as beautiful as a sapphire, and you should be treated as one, now i must leave for now.until we speak again i bid you all farewell and a good night -bows and disappears in a cloud of smoke again leaving behind three sapphire roses-

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: hello

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hello there

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: i guess its only the two of us today

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i guess so but still it's cool

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: yes it is :))

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah so how was ur day

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: good except i could have killed my relatives

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: really same here thats cool

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: they are such ignorant and arrogant and not knowing anything ppl

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yes they are thats why we hate them

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: yeah but luckily not all of them are like that

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah thats true but most of them are close enough to be stupid

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: oh yes....very true

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yes yes so how are you and chris doing?

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: great thanks......didn't talk today...yet

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: that sucks i hope you talk to him soon

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: yeah me too.....i miss him

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i miss her and i miss everyone else to

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: i know for sure she will be online on monday

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: SWEET -runs around in a circles-

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: lol....don't run against a wall or sth

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: ok i'll try not to

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: thanks

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: no problem, -continues to run around in circles and trips over a chair- ouch damn chair get out of my way next time!

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: ok next time no running against sth or tripping over sth

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i'll try -grabs the chair and chucks it out the window- sorry bout that just really mad right now

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: oh why?

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: just becuz i want to leave this house and i want to go up north to kierstins and just sit in town and wait for her then sweep her off her feet and just stay there, and now im a loser and a hopeless romantic

2005-04-02 [wolfdreamer]: you are NOT a loser and being romantic comes with love....just a normal thing

2005-04-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah but where has love gotting me absolutely no where

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: doesn't mean that it's not getting you somewhere in future

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: morning *falls on the ground*

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: morning....*falls down besides him*

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: morning hun, u tired as much as me?

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: ahm yap i think so

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: *cuddles*

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: *kisses*

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: *holds you close*

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: wished you would be here

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: if its that bad tell me hun

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: i will don't worry

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: so ill see you next week then lol

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: if you want to

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: well i will just shut up now cos i cant get there#

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: yeah i know....thats why i will stop whining

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: hmmm someone here?

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: yep

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: how was the shower?

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: my second shower of the day was nice but now im really tired lol

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: go to bed!

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: he doesn't wants too....never does what he is told

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: ah ok...

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: nope im fine *zzzzzzzzz*

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: ok... seelp well... and good night

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: im not sleeping just resting my eyes lol

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: ok i see

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: oh wow.....

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: jepp

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: ´ am you know i am i am canadian

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: :-)n jk

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: hehe singing again huh?

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: japp

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: try to be happy... :-/

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: *bounces around* hehehe

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: i'm happy now....my logo is up wohooo

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: but it dosen´t work!!!

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: hmmm really?

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: ohh i'm sorry

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: no... *run away into my little safe world where no one can see me*

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: huh??? i is confused

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: hey you candian....get back here

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: you don´t have to understand that...

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: don´t want to..

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: *starts to cry*

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: oh why almost?

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: stop crying!

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: no

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: b/c ... don´t know...

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: talk to us almost

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: about what? what i feel? no... don´t want to...

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: sorry for that

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: it's ok

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: ok ill take my leave, i need food hehe laters

2005-04-03 [~*rainy is gone*~]: ok... bye have a nice day..

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: i'm still here

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: and i guess all alone *goes in her corner*

2005-04-03 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -walks over to the corner- how are you steffi -waves my arm- a rose thee

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: i'm good thanks joshy.....how are you?

2005-04-03 [Phoenix Ashes]: yo joshy wots up?

2005-04-03 [wolfdreamer]: good night everyone....sleep well *hug*

2005-04-03 [Shooting Star Shadow]: night night steffi -hugs-

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -walks over to the window and looks out- i wonder where my life has i mean i have nothing i have no love life i got my friends back but they only do so much

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: but you have them back joshy and that is what is important and who sais you have no love in your life? there are all kinds of love and i know you're searching for the one but that needs time. i mean did you talk to pirate yet? did you ask her? if not than how do you know there is no love?

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats a good point i wish she would get on so i could ask her

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: she should be on soon

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats good i hope its really soon

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: should be in latest an hour when i remember right

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yay so how has ur day been?

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: it was pretty good thanks......only thing that sucks is that i write a test tomorrow and i'm too tired to study for it

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah that sucks, but you should go study a little bit

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: i already did, having a break now

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: otay thats good-walks over to the window- grr i hate the weather sometimes

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: why cause the sun is shining?

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i can't stand sunny days it's so depressing at sometimes

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: yeah sometimes, but right now i'm happy about the sunny days....not that tired anymore

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah but sometimes it takes to much out of you

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: what do you mean?

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: just that sometimes the sun can drain someone's energy

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: hmm i don't know....never experienced it

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: lalalalala *you scream, i fight away all of your fears.....*

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey there everyone -looks around for pirate-

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: go on her wiki she's there and not coming here anymore

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: why not that doesn't make sense

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: cause she has her own wiki now....always like that...as soon as someone has their own wiki don't go to the others anymore...or at least not as often anymore

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: oh thats weird

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: yeah but oh well

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah im trying not to cry right now

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: why what's wrong?

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: just that im happy that she is on and im kind of nervous

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: yeah i know it's hard

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -walks around trying to figure out where she went-

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: i think she will be back on tomorrow....i hope she will be

2005-04-04 [Kiki Korean Princess]: did you miss me prince?...*hugs him*..I missed you more

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: i'm supposed to stop you from leaving till he comes back

2005-04-04 [Kiki Korean Princess]: where did he go?

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: he had to leave for a while but will be back

2005-04-04 [Kiki Korean Princess]: damn

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: i hope he will be back soon so you guys don't miss each other again

2005-04-04 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -runs from the darkness and gives pirate a huge hug- omg i missed you so much

2005-04-04 [wolfdreamer]: ohhh that is so cute